It's CD26. I'm crampy. I'm sneering. I bought a huge stock of feminine care products at Target on Sunday. I bought no HPT's. I didn't have cramps then, and I wasn't sneering or bitter then, yet I am now in this moment when the cramps wash over me. I feel bitter. I feel betrayed. I am disappointed.
We will seek help within the next few months. I am trying to decide right now if I want to switch OB/GYN's and start there. I wasn't thrilled with my OB/GYN office last time around, but I loved the hospital facilities I delivered in (as far as hospitals go anyways). I could switch to a practice that delivers at the hospital closest to my office, where several RE's also have offices. I just don't know if I want to deliver at that hospital. The rooms are small among other things...Why am I letting all this stuff weigh on me, when I should concentrate on GETTING pregnant first and THEN worry about the birthing details? I have no idea.
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This blog started out focused on my TTC Journey(trying to conceive) with our first child. We succeeded and I blogged my way through pregnancy and I've been blogging about motherhood and life in general since then. I'm sharing my innermost thoughts here along with notes on day to day life. One day I know my written words will mean a lot to me when these days are but a memory. I've come full circle and now I'm back on the TTC rollercoaster again, hoping for a second baby someday soon.
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- Krista
- I'm just your average 33 year old married chick. My husband and I were married 13+ years ago and we have an amazing daughter, Brooklynn, who was born in December 2006. I work full time outside the home, but I love spending time with my friends and family more than anything. We have 3 dachshunds a rabbit and some fish in our little family. I'm also a research nerd and read way more non-fiction than can possibly be healthy in my quests for new information.
4 comments:
ugh. I am sorry friend! I am looking forward to seeing you Fri, though. :)
(((hugs))) Krista. I'm sorry things can't be easy.
just wanted to send some (((hugs))). We should get together soon :)
You are a planner so your head needs to plan what it can plan. No shame in that. If well wishes and love was all it took to get you pg I'd have knocked you up a long time ago. Good luck on your journey and remember I am always here if you need to shout.
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